Celebrating your Friend's Birthdays....

The one thing I really hate celebrating is: people's\friends birthdays. I hate it because they choose such a fancy $50-$100 restaurant and we have to pay for it. Of course they're going to choose whatever because they don't have to pay for it. I am not being cheap or anything but it's annoying how we have to spend money on a friend the day they're born. Honestly, do I even give a damn about they're born that day? Hell No. I know I am being negative but I've been thinking about this a lot on each friend's birthday and sometimes I just wish I don't have any friends party to go to. If I don't go then that person is going to think I'm a douchebag for not even going and thinking that you're not my friend...but anyway life is life.

It would also upsets me when my birthday starts, and I go to their birthday like every year, and then they don't come to mine...It just annoys me because I'm your dedicated friend that pays for your east buffet meal, and I don't get anything in return. Other than that I just wish in order to be friends you shouldn't have to be materialistic in buying them a beer.

From now on, I'm going to take a group picture and list the people that went to my birthday B-)...

Awful interview today.

That interview was just awful! I was applying to some IT technician position at some company called TI-Tone in Main St. Flushing. I was hoping to get this position because it was so close to my house, but I pretty much doubt I am getting it just because they asked me such retarded technical hardware/networking questions that I had no freaking clue. Like I know there's a lot of competition in this stupid horrible economy, but this position is only a $10-12 full time position, which can't even support me in a broken cardboard box. I don't understand why these interviewers have to ask hard ass questions? They should've knew that I barely have any experience just by looking at my resume, but instead they are just gonna make every entry level person feel like a dumbass. I just wish they can just hire me so I can be willing to learn this but instead they're going to make an experienced person feel more intelligent than a n00b like myself. Yes I know I should've studied but there just so much IT information to know and it would be a lot easier learning if it was just hands-on. This is why unemployment rate is so freaking high..

Brokeback Mountain from Xanga 12/10/06

When I was watching BrokeBack Mountain on HBO 3 days ago, I was being very careful to not get turned on. I was very scared that I was going to get turned on. My roomate probably already thinks i am ghey for watching that movie, not like theres anything wrong with that. Well anyways I thought the movie was actually pretty good. I kinda missed the beginning and I just made it to see the ghey butseckz intercourse scene. I was on my computer, trying to focus on my computer and try to have a wonderful time. The sound of it was very provoking, but I had to deal with it cuz its life. I could HAVE changed the channel...but .ehhh nevermind. However, I was very upset for their wives because they were soo freakin hawt! I am just trying to understand why cant they put mediocre chicks...but instead they put hawt wives that they had to cheat on.. Ang lee is very unrealistic on that part. Well anyways I liked the movie a lot, but not the men though (just to make sure to those that are reading this because people can be so ignorant sometimes..).

In conclusion, I did not get turned on and I think everyone should give this movie a chance...the ghey stuff is not that bad. Actually nevermind, it was pretty bad, but it was a great movie! I liked it because it had a lot of meaning to it..it gives you a feelin about how painful love can be which makes me want to cry! But i did not cry.... 9/10